feelings all jumbled up.
nothing seems to be working out the way i wanted it to be.
it feels like i am standing in the middle of a cross junction and the world seems to revolving round me while i am still in pause mode. thinking which path to take, but afraid to take the first step.
fearing that it would lead me to somewhere cold, lonely and at the end of the road it says "dead end".
would u take my hand n lead me to the correct path or accompany me down any path that i take ?
can i wake up from this ever indulging dream of mine ? or is it me, myself who choose nv to wake up from tis dream. i tried, but stuff jus keep happeing that make me fall flat back into the dream and the cycle jus repeat.

counting down to promos....
its scary, cannot afford to get bad grades anymore yt
WORK HARD AND SMART
had a few test recently, but results were not satisfying and it can be annoying when u hav put in ur effort. to those having the same fate, dun give up ok. hang in there, for all the remaining time and days, give it ur best shot. like wad they in DB, GIVE IN UR FULL BURST IN THE LAST LAP :)
it's all up in the mind, if u think u can do it, u can. if u think u can't, u really can't.
sometimes life can be a little torturing, but if u can pass it, u will come out a better and more determined person. so let's not let failures take us down, we shall all work hand in hand to beat our failures and prove ourselves...JIA YOU EVERYONE, GO FOR IT :D

tis weekend was packed wit activities and of course wit all the e-learning stuff :)
fri had celebration in school, the thanksgiving concert was a super fun and high one. the concert was jus so well planned and the atmosphere they created was jus so happenening, as if u were clubbing...though we was sitting right at the back, it was fun. people were jumping up nad down to the beat of the music, some were high up on their friends back and some were jus screaming their heads off, relieveing all the stres i us :) sang "if we hold on " at the end n we formed a long line ait arms ard one another singing the song. missed those days back in NV :( how i wish i could turn the clock back...boohoohoo

sat evening went out to celebrate jess bdae at marina square. good to see them again, n the world is jus so small, saw alot of other frens there haha.

today went to watch "money not enough 2", it was a nice and worth watching show. highly recommended. but be prepared wit tissue at the last part for those who cry easily, it was very touching and sad.

aft all the fun and happiness, i am back to studying. in less than 6 weeks promos will be here. time jus whiz pass, in less than 4 mths, a new year will be here. work hard people, dun give up :)
jus hang in there, a little more perserverence.

back home so 'early' for the furst time ever since jc has started haha


practically everyday i will reach home at ard 6-7 pm n start sch at 8am...isn't it worse than working haha :D


no CCA today cos tmr got the WiLL run...





nth much to say, some pics to enjoy...


love tis pic :D

happy birthday !!

had an urge to write down wads goin thru my mind nw, so yea decided to post
aft living life for 17yrs, hav we ever wonder how precious life is ?
even if we do, hav we really do smth to get the most out of it ?
for me, i guess there is still alot more to go...why waste time
live everyday as fruitfully as possible n nv give up on ourself.
learn frm mistakes n pick urself up, but tats said easier than done. how many of us can really pick ourself up n get goin again ? time for reflection.

some questions for reflection aft all these yrs n the happenings :)

today was like a long last day tat is finally back. its been a day of fun n laughter.
when i mean laughter, its crazy n unstoppable laughter :D haven been laughing so crazily ever since jc life started. though there's only the 4 of us, but the fun was alot more than tat. saw some of u guys again felt good n its heart-warming to see all of u getting on smoothly in life. though i am more of the 'quiet' n less outgoin one, but i can really feel the fun n happiness jus by watching u guys enjoy urself :)
i will try to be more 'crazy' next time.

motivation has started building inside me, n its tat force tats pushing me forward.
noeing tat promos is less than 2 mths away, i better get on wit studying aft the lousy MYE results...totally disappointed wit myself.
thus, i better buck up n its all up to myself for the type of grades i want.
n those who did not do well, dun give up. start nw n work doubly hard. do not be disheartened by the results n the amt of pressure teachers are giving u cos they are doin u gd at the end of the day. results will slowly improve if u put in the effort, one day u will get the results u desire n deserve. cos WAD U REAP IS WAD U SOW.

memories i wld nv forget...

they make me smile

they make my day :)

they add colours to my life

hello,
back after a longgggggg time..haha
didn't want to post again, but my 'granddad' keep ask me update so i'm here :D
life in jc has been hectic n energy consuming...MYE are over n results weren't good
there is alot alot more catching up for me, YT u mus do it
in another 2 mths time, promos will arrive...scary
not much interesting stuff to share cos life revolves round studying, tutorials and pw
sunday morning is the only time where i wld go out for DB training to relax a little.
last weekend, i had volleyball camp and all i can say is fun, enjoyable and unforgettable :)
main aim is to live a happy life everyday and enjoy everyday :D
will try to update more often hehe :X

the daywhere we admire the sky and rainbow together

whoots,

surprise to see my post again ? haha

nth much to do so came to post smth while doin my hmwk.

hols is comin to an end n when sch starts, it will be mugging time, haix

yesterday went out to celebrate milfred's birthday at sentosa before catching STEP UP 2 at plaza singapura. love the show, especially the ending dance...cool

aft tat went tp play pool n head home. met up wit quite a few of them whom i had not met since quite awhile, like yuan jie ethel n a few more. nice to see all of them again :D

i guess wld not see some again till next outing :)

hmm, post some pics before back to mugging ;)

ready for camera ?
happy 17th birthday milfred :)

*loser loser

twist twist

fly away

kiss kiss* haha

<---pro in action :)

wad a shot ;D

take care n all the best everybody :)

miss ya !

hello hello hello,

nw its alr 2008 n my last blog was like last year early dec if i'm not wrong.
tats like a long long time ago. LOL
well 2008 wld kick start my life in JC, n tat means tat more stress n work is coming ahead. well i guess i might hav to put on the battle suit again, n battle my way thru another 2 yrs to A-level. hope everything wld be alright :)
so far i hav enjoied my life in SRJC wit 1S17. they r a bunch of really fun n enjoyable ppl who r very on de...haha. tats how i got my nickname "lao-da" too
really miss the way they call me lao da haha. most r still in SRJC except for a few who r in CJ n poly. hope to see all of them again ;)

Hellllooooooooo,

it's been a decade ever since i last blogged...i can say tis blog is officially dead, however i shall try to revive it today..haha...in office nw, so boring cos nothing to do so decide to blog lor...haha...
like very long nv see eileen, sy they all le though it is jus a few weeks. most working than not everyone same offday so very diff to meet cos i dun work weekends but they do so cannot meet lor...hope can meet them as soon as possible...still got alot of things haven do yet like go roller blading, more sun tanning, visit to the zoo n etc...haix, i wan play play play n play ;]
so wad if u work n earn money when u cannot go out n play...haha

JIA YOU BAH...HAPPY WORKING TO ALL :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!

went to sch for cellebrations onli...yea no sch for the rest of the week

finally one sat tat we dun hav to go back for mock test...haha

however still mus be disciplined enough to do self study

no time to waste le, less than 3 weeks time wld be prelims le, than wld be o-level...

next mon wld be Os eng oral, we might be getting back our Os chi results on the same day...scary

left the last lap, so hav to put in my best effort to get my desired results...yea

ALL THE BEST FOR ANY UPCOMIN EXAMS MY FRENS...JIA YOU & BELIEVE IN URSELF :)

some pics frm the birthday celebrations:

pei yi & tai yu (in TOY R' US)

zuming & taiyu playin away in TOY R' US
my birthday cake...haha

all ready for camera at any time
at the roof top of marina square...say cheese
yummy...mmm

playin wit cakes
cakes invasion...haha
kind zuming helping to take our stuff :)
jasmine & me
jq talking on phone & posing at the same time..
credits to zuming for taking the fireworks
sam jumpin up in time for the camera...nice one
TWITS !!!

sat had tonnes of fun n laughter...thx ppl for making my 16 birthday a unforgetable one :)

went marina square on sat after mock exam. a few of us went to watch movie furst...me, ht n zm watched simpsons, funny show...while ty, jas, yj n py went to watch alone...haha
after watching our show, went to walk ard suntec while waiting for the rest to cum...head to TOY R' US again, play ard for awhile. shop ard than me, ht n zm sent ty to the mrt while the other 3 continued shopping ard.
along citylink saw the rest of the group...walk ard than head to marina square.
went to the rooftop, where they gave me a surprise...they bought a cake, when i went nearer they sang birthday song...so fun cos we were at the rooftop haha...cos i wanted to see the fireworks. ate n play with cake...the rest went to wash up while a few of us waited for the fireworks...its was beautiful, but the rest did not get to see it, wad a waste.
then clean up, and started takin pics...then ms chang came n we head for dinner...me, sam, yj n sy went sakae while the rest went yoshinoya...queued for a long time then like finally was our turn...ate quickly then met up wit the rest, took a group photo n some others before heading home...some wanted to go clarke quay to play, but in the end nv cos too late le...
reached home at abt 11.30, then slowly all the sms'es came in...waited wit my phone wit me all the time till 12.00, cos sam, sy n yj called to sing birthday song for me again...haha so kind of them, thx u guys

thx again ppl, i would not forget 28 july 2007 :)

hi ppl, it's been a long long time i hav been here...
was very lazy to blog, though i wld see if anyone tags...lame rite
tonnes of stuff happened during this period of time...
wadever it is, we still hav to carry on wit life rite :)

last last sat went out wit yj, sam n sy.
furst we went to downtown east to watch cos-play...wadever it is call as
then head to marina square to catch HARRY POTTER...
while waiting for the show to start went suntec & had dinner...
ate sakae sushi...yummy yummy
head back to marina, went to the roof top to watch the NDP...cool
then, went to watch movie...haha

eileen & me :)


boo...haha
back after ten days xD
i'm jus goin to summarise wad happen frm the last update till today.
last wed went to play badminton wit jiaqi & more at hougang sports hall
it was fun & all of us sweat alot, love tat kind of feeling cos u wld be more energetic than though u wld feel the stretch in ur muscles the next day :)...nth much happen last week as i was sick so did not went out much.
except tat i was slping late the pass few days playing wit my bro.
last thurs we played monopoly till abt 3 plus at nite...haha

yesterday went to kbox wit eileen jiaqi jasmine sushan jessica yunjia hengtiong mnfred & chengshen...eileen n jasmine started singing furst than they joined in
but i did not. we sang frm 2-7pm than some of us head home while the rest went for dinner n continued shopping bah i guess. it was very expensive goin to kbox, but had fun there jus watching them sing n get high...haha
was suppose to go ice-skating tis week, but was cancelled cos nobody wanted to go
left me n heng tiong onli...sry abt tat ht :) promise i wld go wit u again some other time. tmr we wld be goin thomsan to hav roti prata..yea

thx for being there wit me, my friends :)

back ppl, tis few days was abit lazy to blog though had nth to do at home.

was sick today n had a headache, but no one noes abt it...haha

did not feel like telling my parents cos i'm in no mood to tok,

oso dunno why so i'm here updating tis blog.

fri went suntec n marina sq wit eileen n friends,

i went to the pc show to buy stuffs for myself n my bro, spent quite alot

than we shopped ard suntec before heading off to marina n continue shopping

after tat i jiu went home le cos hav to go back for dinner, furst time so early went home haha...had lots of fun at marina especially wad sophia did at coffee club

laugh n laugh till my back hurts...haha

sometimes i jus dread to go home but rather stay out wif my friends n laugh

cos back at home, everyone wld be doin their own stuff n there wld be no communication at all...i jus wonder whether is tis a home or a hotel.

and apparently, time has pass pretty fast but i dun think my wound has yet to heal...it's jus so difficult to forget somethings tat u hav been holding on for so long

and i'm asking myself whether i'm i running away frm reality or jus finding excuses to run away ? if i dunno who wld noe...

finally, chinese 'O'-level paper 1 & 2 was finally over.
but still hav oral n listening compre to go.
today's paper was quite okay, except for the open-ended compre qus tat requires some thinking...over all still quite okay, hope dun hav to retake second time :)

after tat, went home change n went out...went to watch Pirates of The Carribeans 3
was a nice n worth watching show, though it is abit confusing at the front part if u did not watch part 1 & 2...it was kinda of funny during some scenes n the fighting part was the best...haha
went to the grand cathay to watch wit heng tiong, mr eugene lee, yuanjie, siang yew, sushan, ethel n yunjia...then yun jia brought the couple seats LOL
yuan jie n mr lee was like omg, why couple seats...haha
the show was abt 3 hrs long lah...so ended abt 8pm, than we rush home cos wanted to catch the last episode of MARS & VENUS.

thats it ppl, enjoi ur holidays :)

phew exams r finally over, but chinese 'O'-LEVEL is jus next mon.

hav to work hard for it. like wad all the teachers hav been saying, do ur best n complete this hurdle.

i guess tat is really true, so we can drop the subject n concentrate on others.

got back results, n it was not up to my expectations. i guess i deserves it cos id did not put in my best.

jus hav to try harder next time n not do the same mistake for 'o'-level.

enough abt results. it has been a long time since i last post.

lots of things happened during tis period of time, be it happy or sad.

-went out wit my mum n friends alot recently, after exams.

-celebrated jia qi's birthday too

- went sentosa

n many more.

some unhappy things did happen too. but i wld not elaborate on it.

did lots of thinking recently, n was quite emotionally troubled too. ( can't believe tat such things wld happen to me too rite ?)

i guess time wld heal all injuries bah.

it's the end of another day.

time pass very quickly, one more month frm now it wld be mid-year exam le.

then 28 may will be our first o-level paper-- chi o-level.

till now, i hav not started on my revivion yet. i jus can't bring myself to study. what am i goin to do...argh

so disappointed wit myself. this few days i hav been so tired, dozing off at times in class...haix

it's time to get serious le, and tat is wad i hav been telling myself over the past few weeks. hope this time round i really mean wad i say.

a few of them are having their birthday next week

happy 16 birthday to u guys :)

-angelia

-heng tiong

-pei yi

enjoi urself ppl and hope u hav a wonderful birthday xD

time passes very quickly, today is fri. two more days sch is goin to re-open again.
haix...exams, hmwk, tests and stress wld pile up again. did nth much tis hols, did hmwk, project and went out. did not revise at all...it is always the case...haix
always say wanna buck up during the hols but in the end, did nth. manage to read some good story books and learn new words at least...i guess tat's the only achievement so far.

enjoied my holidays so far...yesterday went out wit pri sch frens. though not everyone turned up, but i guess we still enjoi ourselves :)
watch stomp the yard, it was a nice show abt a dance called stomp.
then went tcc to hav a drink n talk.

after tis march hols i think i wld not be updating my blog till another hols hopefully. to who ever birthday tat are coming soon or jus over, i wld like to wish all of y0u HAPPY BIRTHDAY x)

crossing all hurdles in life...

hey hey, its been a long long time since i last blog.
didn't had the time to blog becos of all the examinations...noe wad, we had exams everyday since last week till today. finally, can rest tonite cos tmr is sports day for our sch...yeah
guess i wld not be posting much after tis post cos o-level is getting closer and closer le...haix
i guess it wld be strudy, study and more study frm now till o-level. hope i can take it and make sure everything goes well and most importantly, get at least 12 points and below...JIA YOU!!!

happiness

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :)

love is all ard us...