wad a enjoying week it has been :) it has been tiring but yet enjoyable at the same time.
deadline for WR was the fri last fri, and its like a heavy load off my back. knowing tat the effort u hav put in has paid off, the feeling and the kind of happiness is jus so great :) well done ppl. OP is our last lap, so go for it. JIAYOU JIAYOU. woohoo

fri was commendation day, and that marks the end of out JC1 life. aft that went out for lunch wit some S01 ppl. we spent like 4 hrs at kovan KFC haha. all i can say was, it is sure fun and enjoyable :) playing the finger game and truth or dare at the same time haha. the fun part is making ppl lose so that we can make them play truth or dare haha. nobody manage to escape frm it haha. 1S01 is fun, love it :)

another day to be noted in my happy memory diary :)

a endless journey

life is an endless journey, time zoom pass quietly and happenings in life jus appears and dies off after awhile. lots of things can happen in our life time, but some are there for long and some are short-lived or some things jus keep repeating itself...it's not up to us to control...
sometimes in life u jus wish tat one thing could just slow down its pace and be there for u, accompany u thru ur endless journey...but its not the case.
the more u wan it to be, the more it will nv happen....

no matter wad, i will continue my endless journey alone

hoping that one day it will be slowed down

gave up hoping but could nv forget...

a less sunny afternoon today, at least some rain. the past few days was horribily hot.
but tat does not deter us frm playing games in the hot sun, lots of un and laughter :)
post-promos timetable was super relaxed, except we hav to wait quite a few hrs on some days before pw lesson starts or jus wait to get out of sch. but time was spent happily by playing games as a class haha :D love such a sporting class, woohoo. wld miss the class if we were to seperate next yr. got back results on mon, was quite satisfied with it, but of course more rooms for improvements to be made.

smth funny happen tis week. skipped lesson for the first time and it was a chinese lesson. guess wad, i was caught for tat. how suay can i be haha. i really cannot do wrong things lor, will get noticed de haha. and we were laughing at how suay i am haha, lol.

a bad week i had tis week, not enjoyable at all...dunno why tis week so weird, it seems like i hav loss control of my own soul. jus wanna stay away from everything and anything, i jus wanna hide in my own shell tis few days and stay away from the outside world and not tok much. nv had tis type of feeling before, its scary man. sick and tired of stuffs. i wan the peacefulness of being alone.

"is it worth my effort ?"
"is it a fruitfuless wait?"
"am i deciving myself all these years?"
"should i jus let it go ? but, can i ?"
"is it that easy to forget??"
"not even the slightest hint?"

questions that hav been revolving ard in my head searching for the correct answer, but to no avail. where can i find the answer, when can i get the answer. i guess never would be the answer.
jus pretend and forget ? i hope it would be as easy as that, and no one on earth would have unhappiness anymore if only we can forgive and forget easily. unhappiness are always long-lived, but happiness are short-lived. but someone once told me that because happiness are short-lived, and thats what makes happiness precious and beautiful memories to be deeply engraved in ur heart and mind. happy and unhappy memories makes life colourful for us, but it can be quite irritating and confusing at times where unhappy stuff happen and when u r abt to give up, those happy memories flow back and stop u from giving up. human minds are intelligently designed to be the way they are...

remember the rainbow through that window...

the clocks is ticking, and time is zooming by...
18 days left, 432 hours left, 25920 mins left, 1555200 seconds left...oh gosh
energy running low and re-charging, wad if it runs low again ?
easily tired the past few days, and its been unproductive in terms of studying.
cannot go on like tis anymore, hav to give in all my energy left.
hope i would be able to really n truly give a pat on my back after promos and say well done and not u hav done ur best. i really wan to get out of the hall after each paper with the feel good and confident feeling like in the past and not why didn't i did that or why i nv finish those type of stuff. that feeling is crappy man seriously, its been long since i ever score really well and feel happy for a test after entering JC. so promos will be my target, and i hope tis 18 days left would make it happen. of course, it still boils down to me. i mus have the determination and discipline. after that we will go out shop, eat and play ok guys :)
today while studying, we were like toking abt the activities after promos. see this is call thinking ahead haha :D happy to see that everyone is studying and really want to do well.
JIA YOU people, you can do it.
we will rise together :)

feelings all jumbled up.
nothing seems to be working out the way i wanted it to be.
it feels like i am standing in the middle of a cross junction and the world seems to revolving round me while i am still in pause mode. thinking which path to take, but afraid to take the first step.
fearing that it would lead me to somewhere cold, lonely and at the end of the road it says "dead end".
would u take my hand n lead me to the correct path or accompany me down any path that i take ?
can i wake up from this ever indulging dream of mine ? or is it me, myself who choose nv to wake up from tis dream. i tried, but stuff jus keep happeing that make me fall flat back into the dream and the cycle jus repeat.

counting down to promos....
its scary, cannot afford to get bad grades anymore yt
WORK HARD AND SMART
had a few test recently, but results were not satisfying and it can be annoying when u hav put in ur effort. to those having the same fate, dun give up ok. hang in there, for all the remaining time and days, give it ur best shot. like wad they in DB, GIVE IN UR FULL BURST IN THE LAST LAP :)
it's all up in the mind, if u think u can do it, u can. if u think u can't, u really can't.
sometimes life can be a little torturing, but if u can pass it, u will come out a better and more determined person. so let's not let failures take us down, we shall all work hand in hand to beat our failures and prove ourselves...JIA YOU EVERYONE, GO FOR IT :D

tis weekend was packed wit activities and of course wit all the e-learning stuff :)
fri had celebration in school, the thanksgiving concert was a super fun and high one. the concert was jus so well planned and the atmosphere they created was jus so happenening, as if u were clubbing...though we was sitting right at the back, it was fun. people were jumping up nad down to the beat of the music, some were high up on their friends back and some were jus screaming their heads off, relieveing all the stres i us :) sang "if we hold on " at the end n we formed a long line ait arms ard one another singing the song. missed those days back in NV :( how i wish i could turn the clock back...boohoohoo

sat evening went out to celebrate jess bdae at marina square. good to see them again, n the world is jus so small, saw alot of other frens there haha.

today went to watch "money not enough 2", it was a nice and worth watching show. highly recommended. but be prepared wit tissue at the last part for those who cry easily, it was very touching and sad.

aft all the fun and happiness, i am back to studying. in less than 6 weeks promos will be here. time jus whiz pass, in less than 4 mths, a new year will be here. work hard people, dun give up :)
jus hang in there, a little more perserverence.

back home so 'early' for the furst time ever since jc has started haha


practically everyday i will reach home at ard 6-7 pm n start sch at 8am...isn't it worse than working haha :D


no CCA today cos tmr got the WiLL run...





nth much to say, some pics to enjoy...


love tis pic :D

happy birthday !!

had an urge to write down wads goin thru my mind nw, so yea decided to post
aft living life for 17yrs, hav we ever wonder how precious life is ?
even if we do, hav we really do smth to get the most out of it ?
for me, i guess there is still alot more to go...why waste time
live everyday as fruitfully as possible n nv give up on ourself.
learn frm mistakes n pick urself up, but tats said easier than done. how many of us can really pick ourself up n get goin again ? time for reflection.

some questions for reflection aft all these yrs n the happenings :)

today was like a long last day tat is finally back. its been a day of fun n laughter.
when i mean laughter, its crazy n unstoppable laughter :D haven been laughing so crazily ever since jc life started. though there's only the 4 of us, but the fun was alot more than tat. saw some of u guys again felt good n its heart-warming to see all of u getting on smoothly in life. though i am more of the 'quiet' n less outgoin one, but i can really feel the fun n happiness jus by watching u guys enjoy urself :)
i will try to be more 'crazy' next time.

motivation has started building inside me, n its tat force tats pushing me forward.
noeing tat promos is less than 2 mths away, i better get on wit studying aft the lousy MYE results...totally disappointed wit myself.
thus, i better buck up n its all up to myself for the type of grades i want.
n those who did not do well, dun give up. start nw n work doubly hard. do not be disheartened by the results n the amt of pressure teachers are giving u cos they are doin u gd at the end of the day. results will slowly improve if u put in the effort, one day u will get the results u desire n deserve. cos WAD U REAP IS WAD U SOW.

memories i wld nv forget...

they make me smile

they make my day :)

they add colours to my life

hello,
back after a longgggggg time..haha
didn't want to post again, but my 'granddad' keep ask me update so i'm here :D
life in jc has been hectic n energy consuming...MYE are over n results weren't good
there is alot alot more catching up for me, YT u mus do it
in another 2 mths time, promos will arrive...scary
not much interesting stuff to share cos life revolves round studying, tutorials and pw
sunday morning is the only time where i wld go out for DB training to relax a little.
last weekend, i had volleyball camp and all i can say is fun, enjoyable and unforgettable :)
main aim is to live a happy life everyday and enjoy everyday :D
will try to update more often hehe :X

the daywhere we admire the sky and rainbow together

whoots,

surprise to see my post again ? haha

nth much to do so came to post smth while doin my hmwk.

hols is comin to an end n when sch starts, it will be mugging time, haix

yesterday went out to celebrate milfred's birthday at sentosa before catching STEP UP 2 at plaza singapura. love the show, especially the ending dance...cool

aft tat went tp play pool n head home. met up wit quite a few of them whom i had not met since quite awhile, like yuan jie ethel n a few more. nice to see all of them again :D

i guess wld not see some again till next outing :)

hmm, post some pics before back to mugging ;)

ready for camera ?
happy 17th birthday milfred :)

*loser loser

twist twist

fly away

kiss kiss* haha

<---pro in action :)

wad a shot ;D

take care n all the best everybody :)

miss ya !

hello hello hello,

nw its alr 2008 n my last blog was like last year early dec if i'm not wrong.
tats like a long long time ago. LOL
well 2008 wld kick start my life in JC, n tat means tat more stress n work is coming ahead. well i guess i might hav to put on the battle suit again, n battle my way thru another 2 yrs to A-level. hope everything wld be alright :)
so far i hav enjoied my life in SRJC wit 1S17. they r a bunch of really fun n enjoyable ppl who r very on de...haha. tats how i got my nickname "lao-da" too
really miss the way they call me lao da haha. most r still in SRJC except for a few who r in CJ n poly. hope to see all of them again ;)

Hellllooooooooo,

it's been a decade ever since i last blogged...i can say tis blog is officially dead, however i shall try to revive it today..haha...in office nw, so boring cos nothing to do so decide to blog lor...haha...
like very long nv see eileen, sy they all le though it is jus a few weeks. most working than not everyone same offday so very diff to meet cos i dun work weekends but they do so cannot meet lor...hope can meet them as soon as possible...still got alot of things haven do yet like go roller blading, more sun tanning, visit to the zoo n etc...haix, i wan play play play n play ;]
so wad if u work n earn money when u cannot go out n play...haha

JIA YOU BAH...HAPPY WORKING TO ALL :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!

went to sch for cellebrations onli...yea no sch for the rest of the week

finally one sat tat we dun hav to go back for mock test...haha

however still mus be disciplined enough to do self study

no time to waste le, less than 3 weeks time wld be prelims le, than wld be o-level...

next mon wld be Os eng oral, we might be getting back our Os chi results on the same day...scary

left the last lap, so hav to put in my best effort to get my desired results...yea

ALL THE BEST FOR ANY UPCOMIN EXAMS MY FRENS...JIA YOU & BELIEVE IN URSELF :)

some pics frm the birthday celebrations:

pei yi & tai yu (in TOY R' US)

zuming & taiyu playin away in TOY R' US
my birthday cake...haha

all ready for camera at any time
at the roof top of marina square...say cheese
yummy...mmm

playin wit cakes
cakes invasion...haha
kind zuming helping to take our stuff :)
jasmine & me
jq talking on phone & posing at the same time..
credits to zuming for taking the fireworks
sam jumpin up in time for the camera...nice one
TWITS !!!

sat had tonnes of fun n laughter...thx ppl for making my 16 birthday a unforgetable one :)

went marina square on sat after mock exam. a few of us went to watch movie furst...me, ht n zm watched simpsons, funny show...while ty, jas, yj n py went to watch alone...haha
after watching our show, went to walk ard suntec while waiting for the rest to cum...head to TOY R' US again, play ard for awhile. shop ard than me, ht n zm sent ty to the mrt while the other 3 continued shopping ard.
along citylink saw the rest of the group...walk ard than head to marina square.
went to the rooftop, where they gave me a surprise...they bought a cake, when i went nearer they sang birthday song...so fun cos we were at the rooftop haha...cos i wanted to see the fireworks. ate n play with cake...the rest went to wash up while a few of us waited for the fireworks...its was beautiful, but the rest did not get to see it, wad a waste.
then clean up, and started takin pics...then ms chang came n we head for dinner...me, sam, yj n sy went sakae while the rest went yoshinoya...queued for a long time then like finally was our turn...ate quickly then met up wit the rest, took a group photo n some others before heading home...some wanted to go clarke quay to play, but in the end nv cos too late le...
reached home at abt 11.30, then slowly all the sms'es came in...waited wit my phone wit me all the time till 12.00, cos sam, sy n yj called to sing birthday song for me again...haha so kind of them, thx u guys

thx again ppl, i would not forget 28 july 2007 :)

hi ppl, it's been a long long time i hav been here...
was very lazy to blog, though i wld see if anyone tags...lame rite
tonnes of stuff happened during this period of time...
wadever it is, we still hav to carry on wit life rite :)

last last sat went out wit yj, sam n sy.
furst we went to downtown east to watch cos-play...wadever it is call as
then head to marina square to catch HARRY POTTER...
while waiting for the show to start went suntec & had dinner...
ate sakae sushi...yummy yummy
head back to marina, went to the roof top to watch the NDP...cool
then, went to watch movie...haha

eileen & me :)


boo...haha
back after ten days xD
i'm jus goin to summarise wad happen frm the last update till today.
last wed went to play badminton wit jiaqi & more at hougang sports hall
it was fun & all of us sweat alot, love tat kind of feeling cos u wld be more energetic than though u wld feel the stretch in ur muscles the next day :)...nth much happen last week as i was sick so did not went out much.
except tat i was slping late the pass few days playing wit my bro.
last thurs we played monopoly till abt 3 plus at nite...haha

yesterday went to kbox wit eileen jiaqi jasmine sushan jessica yunjia hengtiong mnfred & chengshen...eileen n jasmine started singing furst than they joined in
but i did not. we sang frm 2-7pm than some of us head home while the rest went for dinner n continued shopping bah i guess. it was very expensive goin to kbox, but had fun there jus watching them sing n get high...haha
was suppose to go ice-skating tis week, but was cancelled cos nobody wanted to go
left me n heng tiong onli...sry abt tat ht :) promise i wld go wit u again some other time. tmr we wld be goin thomsan to hav roti prata..yea

thx for being there wit me, my friends :)

back ppl, tis few days was abit lazy to blog though had nth to do at home.

was sick today n had a headache, but no one noes abt it...haha

did not feel like telling my parents cos i'm in no mood to tok,

oso dunno why so i'm here updating tis blog.

fri went suntec n marina sq wit eileen n friends,

i went to the pc show to buy stuffs for myself n my bro, spent quite alot

than we shopped ard suntec before heading off to marina n continue shopping

after tat i jiu went home le cos hav to go back for dinner, furst time so early went home haha...had lots of fun at marina especially wad sophia did at coffee club

laugh n laugh till my back hurts...haha

sometimes i jus dread to go home but rather stay out wif my friends n laugh

cos back at home, everyone wld be doin their own stuff n there wld be no communication at all...i jus wonder whether is tis a home or a hotel.

and apparently, time has pass pretty fast but i dun think my wound has yet to heal...it's jus so difficult to forget somethings tat u hav been holding on for so long

and i'm asking myself whether i'm i running away frm reality or jus finding excuses to run away ? if i dunno who wld noe...