early happy new year :)
a few more days left to the end of 2008 and the new 2009 will start. n it wld be another zooming yr ahead.OMG. so i am enjoying all i can nw before sch starts and it wld be down to some seroius work, oh no!!!
Xmas jus ended and it was a very merry xmas XD enjoied and loved it !!!
here wishing everyone a happy 2009 ahead, accept wadever it wld be like next yr and take everything in your stride yea

i can't read ur mind

lost in the land of my own.
can i find my way out ?

all my files are gone!!!! all the photos and work are gone. can't power up my comp, hopefully is not the hard disk problem. or else i will never be able to retrieve back all my files and beautiful memories :( now i hav to use another cpu which seems so strange to me. haha. press smth wrong and my blog end up in tis state. the tagboard and links and stuff are gone too. weird the hols are in and sch is out. woohoo!!! at least i can get to slp abit later and wake up later haha. but tis hol is no slcaking hols for me. hav to constantly revise, which i doubt wld happen any sooner. maybe nearer to next yr ? haha. cannot, mus overcome the temptation of playing or slacking. manage to finish reading one book last night, titled "the monk who sold his ferrari". a very inspiring book indeed, very inspirational and very enlightening. once u start reading, u will not want to leave down. learnt alot from the book. u know wad, actually common sense is not really that easy, though in some way we noe it alr.

well well, life nw is quite alright i wld say. everything has been smooth sailing for this period and i quite enjoy it.except having to go back sch for extra lessons when others are on hols alr. but well, not that bad either, at least i get to learn. luckily lessons dun end very late, like ard 12.30pm so its alright. preparing for JC2 nw, phew. an even tougher year ahead awaiting, but i wld face wadever that comes my way and beat it hopefully :) haha

bits and pieces of happy moments, thank you

i would cherish it :)

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other,maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe...forever

wad a enjoying week it has been :) it has been tiring but yet enjoyable at the same time.
deadline for WR was the fri last fri, and its like a heavy load off my back. knowing tat the effort u hav put in has paid off, the feeling and the kind of happiness is jus so great :) well done ppl. OP is our last lap, so go for it. JIAYOU JIAYOU. woohoo

fri was commendation day, and that marks the end of out JC1 life. aft that went out for lunch wit some S01 ppl. we spent like 4 hrs at kovan KFC haha. all i can say was, it is sure fun and enjoyable :) playing the finger game and truth or dare at the same time haha. the fun part is making ppl lose so that we can make them play truth or dare haha. nobody manage to escape frm it haha. 1S01 is fun, love it :)

another day to be noted in my happy memory diary :)

a endless journey

life is an endless journey, time zoom pass quietly and happenings in life jus appears and dies off after awhile. lots of things can happen in our life time, but some are there for long and some are short-lived or some things jus keep repeating itself...it's not up to us to control...
sometimes in life u jus wish tat one thing could just slow down its pace and be there for u, accompany u thru ur endless journey...but its not the case.
the more u wan it to be, the more it will nv happen....

no matter wad, i will continue my endless journey alone

hoping that one day it will be slowed down

gave up hoping but could nv forget...

a less sunny afternoon today, at least some rain. the past few days was horribily hot.
but tat does not deter us frm playing games in the hot sun, lots of un and laughter :)
post-promos timetable was super relaxed, except we hav to wait quite a few hrs on some days before pw lesson starts or jus wait to get out of sch. but time was spent happily by playing games as a class haha :D love such a sporting class, woohoo. wld miss the class if we were to seperate next yr. got back results on mon, was quite satisfied with it, but of course more rooms for improvements to be made.

smth funny happen tis week. skipped lesson for the first time and it was a chinese lesson. guess wad, i was caught for tat. how suay can i be haha. i really cannot do wrong things lor, will get noticed de haha. and we were laughing at how suay i am haha, lol.

a bad week i had tis week, not enjoyable at all...dunno why tis week so weird, it seems like i hav loss control of my own soul. jus wanna stay away from everything and anything, i jus wanna hide in my own shell tis few days and stay away from the outside world and not tok much. nv had tis type of feeling before, its scary man. sick and tired of stuffs. i wan the peacefulness of being alone.

"is it worth my effort ?"
"is it a fruitfuless wait?"
"am i deciving myself all these years?"
"should i jus let it go ? but, can i ?"
"is it that easy to forget??"
"not even the slightest hint?"

questions that hav been revolving ard in my head searching for the correct answer, but to no avail. where can i find the answer, when can i get the answer. i guess never would be the answer.
jus pretend and forget ? i hope it would be as easy as that, and no one on earth would have unhappiness anymore if only we can forgive and forget easily. unhappiness are always long-lived, but happiness are short-lived. but someone once told me that because happiness are short-lived, and thats what makes happiness precious and beautiful memories to be deeply engraved in ur heart and mind. happy and unhappy memories makes life colourful for us, but it can be quite irritating and confusing at times where unhappy stuff happen and when u r abt to give up, those happy memories flow back and stop u from giving up. human minds are intelligently designed to be the way they are...

remember the rainbow through that window...

the clocks is ticking, and time is zooming by...
18 days left, 432 hours left, 25920 mins left, 1555200 seconds left...oh gosh
energy running low and re-charging, wad if it runs low again ?
easily tired the past few days, and its been unproductive in terms of studying.
cannot go on like tis anymore, hav to give in all my energy left.
hope i would be able to really n truly give a pat on my back after promos and say well done and not u hav done ur best. i really wan to get out of the hall after each paper with the feel good and confident feeling like in the past and not why didn't i did that or why i nv finish those type of stuff. that feeling is crappy man seriously, its been long since i ever score really well and feel happy for a test after entering JC. so promos will be my target, and i hope tis 18 days left would make it happen. of course, it still boils down to me. i mus have the determination and discipline. after that we will go out shop, eat and play ok guys :)
today while studying, we were like toking abt the activities after promos. see this is call thinking ahead haha :D happy to see that everyone is studying and really want to do well.
JIA YOU people, you can do it.
we will rise together :)

feelings all jumbled up.
nothing seems to be working out the way i wanted it to be.
it feels like i am standing in the middle of a cross junction and the world seems to revolving round me while i am still in pause mode. thinking which path to take, but afraid to take the first step.
fearing that it would lead me to somewhere cold, lonely and at the end of the road it says "dead end".
would u take my hand n lead me to the correct path or accompany me down any path that i take ?
can i wake up from this ever indulging dream of mine ? or is it me, myself who choose nv to wake up from tis dream. i tried, but stuff jus keep happeing that make me fall flat back into the dream and the cycle jus repeat.

counting down to promos....
its scary, cannot afford to get bad grades anymore yt
WORK HARD AND SMART
had a few test recently, but results were not satisfying and it can be annoying when u hav put in ur effort. to those having the same fate, dun give up ok. hang in there, for all the remaining time and days, give it ur best shot. like wad they in DB, GIVE IN UR FULL BURST IN THE LAST LAP :)
it's all up in the mind, if u think u can do it, u can. if u think u can't, u really can't.
sometimes life can be a little torturing, but if u can pass it, u will come out a better and more determined person. so let's not let failures take us down, we shall all work hand in hand to beat our failures and prove ourselves...JIA YOU EVERYONE, GO FOR IT :D

tis weekend was packed wit activities and of course wit all the e-learning stuff :)
fri had celebration in school, the thanksgiving concert was a super fun and high one. the concert was jus so well planned and the atmosphere they created was jus so happenening, as if u were clubbing...though we was sitting right at the back, it was fun. people were jumping up nad down to the beat of the music, some were high up on their friends back and some were jus screaming their heads off, relieveing all the stres i us :) sang "if we hold on " at the end n we formed a long line ait arms ard one another singing the song. missed those days back in NV :( how i wish i could turn the clock back...boohoohoo

sat evening went out to celebrate jess bdae at marina square. good to see them again, n the world is jus so small, saw alot of other frens there haha.

today went to watch "money not enough 2", it was a nice and worth watching show. highly recommended. but be prepared wit tissue at the last part for those who cry easily, it was very touching and sad.

aft all the fun and happiness, i am back to studying. in less than 6 weeks promos will be here. time jus whiz pass, in less than 4 mths, a new year will be here. work hard people, dun give up :)
jus hang in there, a little more perserverence.

back home so 'early' for the furst time ever since jc has started haha


practically everyday i will reach home at ard 6-7 pm n start sch at 8am...isn't it worse than working haha :D


no CCA today cos tmr got the WiLL run...





nth much to say, some pics to enjoy...


love tis pic :D

happy birthday !!

had an urge to write down wads goin thru my mind nw, so yea decided to post
aft living life for 17yrs, hav we ever wonder how precious life is ?
even if we do, hav we really do smth to get the most out of it ?
for me, i guess there is still alot more to go...why waste time
live everyday as fruitfully as possible n nv give up on ourself.
learn frm mistakes n pick urself up, but tats said easier than done. how many of us can really pick ourself up n get goin again ? time for reflection.

some questions for reflection aft all these yrs n the happenings :)

today was like a long last day tat is finally back. its been a day of fun n laughter.
when i mean laughter, its crazy n unstoppable laughter :D haven been laughing so crazily ever since jc life started. though there's only the 4 of us, but the fun was alot more than tat. saw some of u guys again felt good n its heart-warming to see all of u getting on smoothly in life. though i am more of the 'quiet' n less outgoin one, but i can really feel the fun n happiness jus by watching u guys enjoy urself :)
i will try to be more 'crazy' next time.

motivation has started building inside me, n its tat force tats pushing me forward.
noeing tat promos is less than 2 mths away, i better get on wit studying aft the lousy MYE results...totally disappointed wit myself.
thus, i better buck up n its all up to myself for the type of grades i want.
n those who did not do well, dun give up. start nw n work doubly hard. do not be disheartened by the results n the amt of pressure teachers are giving u cos they are doin u gd at the end of the day. results will slowly improve if u put in the effort, one day u will get the results u desire n deserve. cos WAD U REAP IS WAD U SOW.

memories i wld nv forget...

they make me smile

they make my day :)

they add colours to my life

hello,
back after a longgggggg time..haha
didn't want to post again, but my 'granddad' keep ask me update so i'm here :D
life in jc has been hectic n energy consuming...MYE are over n results weren't good
there is alot alot more catching up for me, YT u mus do it
in another 2 mths time, promos will arrive...scary
not much interesting stuff to share cos life revolves round studying, tutorials and pw
sunday morning is the only time where i wld go out for DB training to relax a little.
last weekend, i had volleyball camp and all i can say is fun, enjoyable and unforgettable :)
main aim is to live a happy life everyday and enjoy everyday :D
will try to update more often hehe :X

the daywhere we admire the sky and rainbow together

whoots,

surprise to see my post again ? haha

nth much to do so came to post smth while doin my hmwk.

hols is comin to an end n when sch starts, it will be mugging time, haix

yesterday went out to celebrate milfred's birthday at sentosa before catching STEP UP 2 at plaza singapura. love the show, especially the ending dance...cool

aft tat went tp play pool n head home. met up wit quite a few of them whom i had not met since quite awhile, like yuan jie ethel n a few more. nice to see all of them again :D

i guess wld not see some again till next outing :)

hmm, post some pics before back to mugging ;)

ready for camera ?
happy 17th birthday milfred :)

*loser loser

twist twist

fly away

kiss kiss* haha

<---pro in action :)

wad a shot ;D

take care n all the best everybody :)

miss ya !

hello hello hello,

nw its alr 2008 n my last blog was like last year early dec if i'm not wrong.
tats like a long long time ago. LOL
well 2008 wld kick start my life in JC, n tat means tat more stress n work is coming ahead. well i guess i might hav to put on the battle suit again, n battle my way thru another 2 yrs to A-level. hope everything wld be alright :)
so far i hav enjoied my life in SRJC wit 1S17. they r a bunch of really fun n enjoyable ppl who r very on de...haha. tats how i got my nickname "lao-da" too
really miss the way they call me lao da haha. most r still in SRJC except for a few who r in CJ n poly. hope to see all of them again ;)