"is it worth my effort ?"
"is it a fruitfuless wait?"
"am i deciving myself all these years?"
"should i jus let it go ? but, can i ?"
"is it that easy to forget??"
"not even the slightest hint?"

questions that hav been revolving ard in my head searching for the correct answer, but to no avail. where can i find the answer, when can i get the answer. i guess never would be the answer.
jus pretend and forget ? i hope it would be as easy as that, and no one on earth would have unhappiness anymore if only we can forgive and forget easily. unhappiness are always long-lived, but happiness are short-lived. but someone once told me that because happiness are short-lived, and thats what makes happiness precious and beautiful memories to be deeply engraved in ur heart and mind. happy and unhappy memories makes life colourful for us, but it can be quite irritating and confusing at times where unhappy stuff happen and when u r abt to give up, those happy memories flow back and stop u from giving up. human minds are intelligently designed to be the way they are...

remember the rainbow through that window...

the clocks is ticking, and time is zooming by...
18 days left, 432 hours left, 25920 mins left, 1555200 seconds left...oh gosh
energy running low and re-charging, wad if it runs low again ?
easily tired the past few days, and its been unproductive in terms of studying.
cannot go on like tis anymore, hav to give in all my energy left.
hope i would be able to really n truly give a pat on my back after promos and say well done and not u hav done ur best. i really wan to get out of the hall after each paper with the feel good and confident feeling like in the past and not why didn't i did that or why i nv finish those type of stuff. that feeling is crappy man seriously, its been long since i ever score really well and feel happy for a test after entering JC. so promos will be my target, and i hope tis 18 days left would make it happen. of course, it still boils down to me. i mus have the determination and discipline. after that we will go out shop, eat and play ok guys :)
today while studying, we were like toking abt the activities after promos. see this is call thinking ahead haha :D happy to see that everyone is studying and really want to do well.
JIA YOU people, you can do it.
we will rise together :)